Loneliness

This morning, life sucks.
Last night I had my eyes opened to the way of a guys mind. Only one area mind you, but the revelation was startling, sickening, and terrible. I know we will never understand the opposite sexes mindset, but I had the opportunity of listening to this guy go on about his bored state at work and what his lack of a relationship led him to do. Now, as a disclosure, everyone has a right to do as they please, you live by your own code, and I am not here to judge; I only judge for myself.
So this guy got bored at work, got on a social dating site and went to swiping away. When a response came he played the girl to whatever kind of guy he thought she was looking for. If she was looking for the southern gentleman, he was that. If she wanted the jerk, he was one. Whatever she pleased from a guy, he changed himself to fit....just for the fun of it.
Now I state my opinion: when I saw what this guy had done I knew in myself that I could never be with a guy like that and I wondered how many other guys practiced this. Confession, I liked this guy, but after this revelation, I knew I did not want that in my relationship. I have seen him be nice and sweet to his exes, but now the question in my mind is, how much of it was real? How much of our friendship is real?